Thanksgiving

Today I am thankful for gratitude. I spent too much of my life thinking, if this happened or if I had this, then I would be happy. The largest part of my gradual awakening that's led to true peace and happiness in my life is learning to be truly grateful and satisfied with what I have. I love this painting of Christ, the only one I know of where He's smiling. Because we think of Him as a man of sorrow, most depictions are of Him with a stern or sad face, indeed He dealt with very serious things. In most of the circumstances we read about in the scriptures, He was probably not smiling, but because He perfectly exemplified how we should behave, I know He always had a grateful heart. And because great joy always follows true gratitude, I imagine most of His mortal life He looked like this, and still does now.
"And for this cause ye shall have fulness of joy; and ye shall sit down in the kingdom of my Father; yea, your joy shall be full, even as the Father hath given me fulness of joy; and ye shall be even as I am, and I am even as the Father; and the Father and I are one"
-3 nephi 28:10

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